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random thoughts

2006-10-01T08:34:00.000+08:00

You Are Ariel!

Headstrong and fiesty. You have a mind of your own that's full of romantic dreams about the world around you. Exploring exotic places is your ultimate dream, and although you can be a little naive you'll realize that there is something to be gained from your family's wisdom.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

ei guys...im selling my phone for P6500, just msg me if ur intrested... complete set pa...less than a year...*-* msg me for info...lots of love!

yey...i just turned 20! im no longer a teenager...whats the big deal about being a teenager anyway! hehehe*-* sembreak is fast approaching! wee! i can't wait to spend my sembreak with my sister and cousin making beads! nothing intresting to say here...guys buy my fone ha! hehehe..*_*

berrrrrrrr!

2006-09-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

its official... Ber na! na aamoy ko na ang simoy ng pasko...char! excited na akong dumating ang pasko at birthday ko! bwahaha! nasabi ko ba na malapit ko nang talikuran ang buhay teenager at haharapin ko na ang pagiging bente! twenteen? hehehe*-* im happy im turning 20, hindi na teeny boppy! hehehe*-* hmmm...bsta malapit na ang pasko! we...makarinig lng ako ng xmas song sa mall, talagang matutuwa na ako! i love xmas...obvious ba! un lng...(*nonsense!*)

Bliss List

2006-08-16T15:29:00.000+08:00

These are some of random things that bought joy to my life...CHAR!

New green leather ipod case! I love green and I love my ipod! So green leather ipod case= pure happiness!

Nestle Yogurt berry mix flavor! I love yogurt and the fact that its healthy makes it perfect! I’d rather eat Yogurt than ice-cream! Yum**

cheezy volcano pizza! I love pizza, and cheese! It’s a perfect combo! After a few months of wanting to eat cheezy volcano pizza, I finally had the chance to eat it and savor the memory in cam! I prefer the plain stuff crust pizza though, cheesy volcano is way salty, even for my taste!

Yellow cab=so so much joy! I know pizza again! Our Japanese friends showed their gratitude by giving us money to indulge in anything we want. Our Class decided to buy two 18inches manhattan meatlovers pizza! It was sooooooooooo good! “moments on lips, forever on the hips” phrase didn’t even matter to me at that moment! Just pure fat happiness! *-*

Sitti… I am now a bossa fan! I love sitti’s album, its so relaxing! I especially love the song Para sa akin, its very refreshing and calming at the same time!

that concludes my Bliss List...not so much of a special post...hehehe*-*

woohoo

2006-08-10T18:36:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!! intrams na ng ateneo...FYI im not an athlete! im happy kasi no class! hehehe*-* Hindi rin ako active sa school pero this year i plan to attend every event that i can possibly attend...haler, last year ko na kau 2 (hopefully!) hehehe*-* when i think about it, i wish i was more active than i was the past few years. i should have join more clubs and i should have join more activities to better enjoy my college days, but then again, im too lazy to be that active (boo!)cguro chox na 2ng path na pinuntahan ko! hehehe*-* bsta this year, im going to make the most out of my college lyf! pambawi sa lost tym! char! newayz, im getting really good in this html stuff! im really happy! and umaasenso narin ang skills ko sa photoshop, Aliw! im like a computer geek na! waaaah...feeler! im happy with my new summer theme template, still needs a few personal touch kaya ndi parin cya super tapos! soon *-*

on to a different topic!

i love watching rockstar supernova, i really like storm and dilana...i also like magni coz his a family man! im amaze by Zayra's staying power, she's not that good compared to other talents, but i guess her crazy performance and hot outfits counts! i like josh though too bad he had to go...oh well, its a competition and someone has to go!And now i have to go...l8r *-*

i love u Philippines!

2006-08-05T11:14:00.000+08:00

After watching the news for the past couple of days i became more appreciative of our country. Even though their is chaos in our Government, were doing way better than other countries. Atleast were not in war, atleast most people can still function inspite of the political chaos. Even though we have a lot of things to work out in our system, i think our problems are easier to fix compare to other countries. then again, this is just my opinion given that this is my blog! hehehe*-*

I'm inspired by philantropists, i hope to be one even in my own little ways. like helping little children at school or joining gawad kalinga. I plan to do greater things this year, i do hope i have enough determination to be able to help others and not quit when the going gets tough. But i"m sure i can do it because im surrounded by loving and supporting poeple! Well goodluck to me...i mean Godbless! *-*
hey...i have a new template...mdyo madumi pa pro im working on it...shux i feel so computer smart already! hehehe*-*

i am now a bossa fan! all thanks to Sitti Navarro, i've been downloading bossa songs like crazy! hehehe*-* the music is really nice to listen especially if your a chill out kind of person. i love staying at cafe's and listen to bossa music while having a drink of coffee, life is so relaxing that way!

hello philippines and hello world

2006-07-14T08:12:00.000+08:00

hello...this site is still under construction, html stuff gives me a headache...hehehe. i don't even know how to make my own banner...hehehe... anyways, i don't have anything to say, i just want to post something to let you guys know that i am still alive...if anybody is still checking my blog! my links are still incomplete so bear with me! thats it for now! l8r!

blog blog blog

2006-05-20T08:25:00.000+08:00

i miss bloggin...hehehe...i want to post pix from our not so recent hongkong vacation but my blog is still under renovation (ehem *mae-an*) so i guess ill be waiting for my new template before i start writing something (except for this post!)...*-*

miss him so much.... 1 week to go! i hope he'll do well in asians! aja aja fighting!

just subcribe to smart bro... and i'v been hearing a lot of negative comments...made me a bit scared, i will just have to find out for myself! ttfn! *-*

update

2006-05-07T20:11:00.000+08:00

*Its been a month since our last big fight... looking back, I thought we'd never make it, but thank God we did. I had no regrets; Im just thankful and happy that we are now more than ok. I guess that big fight reminded us of how much we love each other. I now appreciate every little thing he does; I make lambing when his mad, and I try my best to understand his side. Glad to say, his doing the same thing, I can see his effort and Im really thankful with our situation right now. Im trying my best not to over analyze things and just let things flow as it is. I am no longer insecure with his club ( ok Im a little, (itsy bitsy) bit insecure) and Im working on my own personal life. You see, ever since we became a couple, I want to do everything with him. But now I realized (actually, he made me realized!hehehe) that we have to keep our personal lives, and so Im doing my own thing! I took up cake baking lessons to enhance my baking skills (hahaha as if!) and I have a lot of future plans for myself. Before, all I had in mind was a happily ever ending after with my prince charming, Now, prince charming will have to wait because little miss sandy has a lot of things ahead of her! I am more secure with myself and Im really happy with what I have right now. I know fights are inevitable but now Im more confident with our relationship and if we do fight, I know we will make it. *-*

p.s.
today we had the cutest conversation:
Opet: bakit ginawa ni God ang World?
Sandy: para magmeet tayo! **blush**
Then I started crying.I dont know why, maybe because I meant what I said.I believe in destiny and I feel that the world conspired us to meet.baduy but true *-*

happy birthday blog!!!

2005-12-28T16:11:00.001+08:00

ei..my blog is a year old!!! woohoo! too bad its kinda neglected...no time for blogging i guess... since my blog is a year older and a year wiser...my blog entries for the next year should be wiser...in short my veiws in life should be wiser and more mature...whatever that means! newayz... merry christmas to all and a happy new year!!!

Familiarity

2005-12-11T09:50:00.000+08:00

this poem is written by my favorite poet...EVER!!!
opetuy tnx a bunch!

i came to a new place
with an old heart
i carried much baggage
hoping to find rest in a loving heart
i sat in that strange place
many things were unfamiliar
many feelings were unrecognized
then you came through that door
and i recignized the familiarity
that was you

my old heart, though wrinkled by age
knew at that moment that you carried in you
the youth and beauty
that my heart has been familiar with you in my dreams
your familiarity was de ja vu
i loved you...the way i loved you
even before i met you

p.s.
kainis ndi c jason ang nanalo sa pbb...hehehe=p wala mn din ako ryt mag angal, ndi man din ako ngvote...hehehe*-* share lng!

Insensitive

2005-12-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

How do you cool your lips
After a summer's kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound of a voice
You'd know anywhere
Oh I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive
How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you've found a friend
How do you teach your heart it's a crime
To fall in love again
Oh you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive

a happy happy burthday!

2005-09-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

last nyt was a blast, i celebrated my bday with a small shindig held at our very own house. it was a small gathering of my closest friends. i was actually excted to hang out with my barkada...48 years na jud mi wla ng uban and its their first time na meet si opet. newayz...the party started around 7:30pm...dugay kau ni abot ang mga subdom peeps and since majority cla sa bisita dli jud pwde magstart pag wala cla! hehehe*-* so ayun nung dumating na cla nag prayer na...char kau kay nagkanta pa cla ug "YOU" para lng sa ako...1st time yun ba...boonga kau! and then kainan na...after that tumutugtog na ang mga talentado ko na subdom friends... saya syempre feeling rocker gud ko! hehehe*-* after nla mga econ classmates ko nanaman...ito na ung best part...i know they've been practicing for quite some time now and im very excited for their very fisrt gig! let me introduce the band named "homo economicus" (actually ako lng ng buot2 sa ilang name) Rey on vocals and lead guitars, jc on bass and sven on drums. so ayun kumanta na cla...ang saya saya! then ito tlga ung pinaka best part! kumanta c opet and ng drums nmn c mae-an pra sa akin... as in kilig kau ko sa kalipay...imagine full effort jud kau 2 uy! funny kau c mae-an kay nagstop lng kalit (due to unforseen circumstances, kaw daw subuan ug lumpia dli ba ka madstract!) pro syempre proud lng ghpon ko...dili kaya dali mg drums! hehehe*-* opet was really good, i swear! dli ni sturyang char! touch kau ko sobra! while he was singing i felt like a 13 year old girl getting kilig over some backstreet boys wannabe! he just looked at me the whole time he was singing, and he looked nervous but still manage to perform well! the best jud kau 2 pet! tnx kau! *-* tnx din mae-an...smile lng dra ha! anywayz after the party, nagvideoke nlng kmi..hanggang sa nag uwian na cla at kmi nlng apat ni mae-an, ayi ang opet naiwan...hanggang sa napagalitan nlng kmi ng kapitbhay pro nag videoke prin kmi, sobrang hina lng nga! i had a great time, more than what i expected it to be! im so thankful for everything i have, and i am truly blessed! im now 19 years old, my last year of teenhood and i celebrated it like there's no tommorrow! 19...rock on!!!

tripping lng!

2005-09-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Kind Beekeeper.
Where You Lived: Ukraine.
How You Died: Hung for treason.

hahaha....a big joke! i don't look like a beekeeper...hey what the hell is a beekeeper?hehehe*-*

HaPpY biRtHdAy PApA!!!
September 16, 2005
bday ng papa ko...we went to memorial as usual, this was a big event for me...bkt? 1st time ko ipinakilala c opet sa whole family ko...and i think we did ok! i hope! hehehe*-*

am i ready to die?

2005-09-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

this question got me thinking...i know im going to die but am i ready? if die today will i regret the life i have lived? im not afraid of death, but not now...i haven't live my life to the fullest... i haven't left a remembrance to the world. so the answer to question above...im not ready to die, though i thought i was, i realized that i have a lot of plans i haven't done...di ko pa nga nasimulan eh!!! now bcoz of this realization (char..nagreflect daw ko noh!!!), i decided to start livin my life to the fullest! im going to start my plans...what plans? i plan to change the world! sounds impossible... i have to start working to make it possible!!! the thing is...i have a little problem... i don't know how to change the world!!!
any suggestions???

this questions goes out to all of you (char! sa nga basa daw sa blog ko! hehehe!)
are you ready to die? why/why not?

im am so blessed!

2005-09-09T13:31:00.000+08:00

i love the Lord he is filled with compassion... and the song goes on... after the kerygma feast my whole life has changed. i am more thankful, i am more understanding and most of all i am trying my very best to be God's intstrument. this new path is not easy, these past few days, i had a lot of challenges to face and i failed at some but im still trying. this new life is much more simple than before, less conflicts, less problems and more SMILES!!!

if you want to read Bro Bo's teachings you can visit his site at
http://bosanchez.ph

be inspired..touch lives!

in a relation

2005-08-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

nbsb no more! hahaha*-* we are now in a relationship! hahaha*-* thats ol! hehehe*-* hi opet! hahaha*-* uy boyfriend na daw tika...amaw ka! un lng! end!

p.s.
on going pa po ung exhibit sa sm...may booth po ang as cute as can bead dun...if your davao based pls do visit our booth, located at 2nd floor near wonderland! salamat po!

p.s.2
hoi meh-ahn cge lng ka drama! obvyus tlga na luv ko nmo sobra! hahaha*-*

p.s.3
hi opet! hahaha*-*

p.s.4
hello po sa bumibista sa blog ko! maraming salamat!

hOnEy

2005-08-06T08:53:00.000+08:00

jessica alba is the sexiest woman in the world...in my opinion! hehehe*-* i watched fantastic four last week and ooh lala, i think i became a lesbian for awhile! hahaha*_* kidding! im a big fan of jessica alba and someday i wish to have a body like her...with proper exercise and diet...hahaha*-* kailan kaya yun mangyayari?hehehe*-* and since i was so inspired after watching fantastic four, i decided to watch again her movie honey and again ohh lala...hahaha*-*

cha cha or impeachment?

i watched y-speak last sunday and the topic was mainly about whats best for our country ryt now, cha-cha or impeachment. for me, cha-cha is the way to go, though opposition claims that cha-cha is a very long process i think that in the long run, cha-cha is worth a shot. also impeachment trial is lyk 48 years...tingnan nyo nga ung trial ni erap...natpos na ba yun? then again...im not well verse about the subject matter, my opinion may be shallow...this is just based on what i know and what i bliv. when i was kid...i thought politics was cool...i dreamt of being a politician someday...but the way i see it, politics is a competition between evil and lesser evil...i don't want to be categorize as someone evil...i want to be known as someone good...greater good...hahaha*-* i don't know...i guess its the idealist in me that hopes for the greater good... i know our country will survive this political turmoil (whatever that means! hehe) if we just unite for one cause...our nations success!

updates:

hahaha...exam week is over...fiesta ng ateneo dis week...yeepee... enjoy enjoy nalng! malapit na ang kadayawan and malapit na ang bazaar...excited na ako mgbenta ng aming products!!! excited nrin ako manood ng session road ngyn aug.16! anniversary nmn barkada dis month...8 yrs na kmi friends...carry nyo? saya noh? hehehe*-* newayz...un lng muna.... cge babush!!!

p.s.

something great is going 2 happen dis week...ano kaya un?hehe*-* ckret!

nothin much...

2005-07-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since my last post...nothin much to blog about lately...well there is, but i don't think its the right time to blabber about it in my blog( as if my bumabasa ng blog ko noh?malay mo! hehehe*-*) "kapoy na skul"...line ko yan everyday..but still pumupunta prin ako sa skul(sayang tuition noh!) pro seryusly...im having a hard tym digesting our lessons especially on our micro and math econ classes...super boring ksi ng teacher nmn, di ko cya maintindihan magturo(at sinisi pa sa teacher ang very short attention span ko!) and she treats us lyk superhumans...imagine this, pretest on 5 chapters...thats torture!

Philippines is in chaos!!!
well not literally...well a little i think... iv been watching the news lately, its because i want to hear both sides of the story and not just hear says. If you ask my opinion, i don't want to oust gma...i don't want another edsa revolution ,its not as heroic as the 1st one... kung papaalisin c gma at papalitan ng iba...gaano cla ka cgurado na ndi rin nla tatanggalin ung ipinalit nla.... atleast give her tym to prove her worth... give her a fair trial before you decide, pra san pa ung constitution ntin kung ndi rin nman ntin sinusunod. i applaud mayor duterte on his interview on anc... he speaks for himself, di nya dinadamay ung ibang tao... he doesn't go around saying "im speaking in behalf of Davao City blah blah..." his entitled to his own opinion nmn dba? anywayz...my mom's sick watchin the news...its the same blah blah shit all over again...well as much as i hate seeing/hearing bad news...i want to be informed...economist in the making pa nman ako! hehehe*-* i know, i don't know much about the subject matter...again im just giving my opinion and i think its a fair opinion nmn dba?...hehehe*-*

P.S.
have you seen friendster l8ly...i don't lyk the new lay-out...ang gulo na! hehehe*-* share lng!!!

happy...so happy!

2005-06-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

bday party ng inaanak ko na c maureen! sobrang aliw...costume party(for kids!) ang cute nla as in... para akong yaya ksi ang dami ko naging newly found friends....i luv kids jud...mski samok cla usahay...chox lng...enjoy prin!

left: wid princess abby! right:wonderwoman maureen!!!

frances is back in davao! she's my classmate last year...pro bumalik na cya sa cagayan...yesterday(saturday) pumunta cya d2 sa davao pra mag laag2 in short mag hanap ng keks! hehehe*-* reunion sa mga bayot...super aliw! chika ever...namiss ko 2loy cla...hmmm sa uulitin! last nyt was fun...a whole new experience for me and i love it ;p

In the search of myself, I found you...

2005-06-21T16:02:00.000+08:00

i read this statement somewhere in the internet... simple but really catchy! you know what i mean..if you don't then its not my problem anymore! hehehe*-*

updates on skul:
-kapoy mag klase hanggang 9pm...pro better n2 dan last week ksi di na ako chipi chapa eh! hahaha*-*
-cantor ako sa mass 2day!!! (cantor->kanang magkanta!)
-s.s. day bukas...kakanta ako ng especially for you sa econ orientation...aja aja fighting!

p.s.
last sunday...someone ask me kung ano year ko...sabi ko 3rd year...ask pa nya...Hayskul? hahaha...natawa ako...sbi ko college po...touch nmn ako...hehehe...share lng!

a not so HaPpy Father's day =(

2005-06-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

today i realized something...ul never know a person's worth until his gone... 2day is father's day, the day we celebrate the wonderful things our father's has done. to thank them for being the best dad there is and for loving us unconditionally. unfortunately, i realized that only after my father's death. now all i can do is thank him in my prayers, hug him in my dreams and cry myself to sleep... i miss you pa...everyday i wish your here, i wish i can hug you tight. thank you for 16 wonderful years, thank you for being the best dad i could ever imagine...thank you papa...i love you!

may gamot ba sa depression...i know its so not me...but behind my smiles are tears of sadness...why am i depressed? coz when i finally had the guts to face my fears, it backfired. kala ko un lng dpat ko i-overcome...ndi pla...i guess some things are not meant to be...but i want it to be "meant to be"...kaya cguro masakit... this is my last post bout being sad... i want to move on...i want to be free...i want to be happy... pagod na ako umiyak, mag isip, mag worry... i want to be free... im strong... i know i can do this... 2 more years to go!!! kaya ko 2!!! aja aja fighting!!!

higschool days!

2005-06-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

last friday, me, beng2 and elaine, (absent c rina!) my shoktong friends had a reunion. bkt shoktong name nmin? long story!!! nging close kmi nung 3rd year hs and we try to catch up every once in awhile...different skuls kmi eh kaya mdyo matagal bgo kmi magkasama sama! anywayz, we talked about our batchmates and about their new college lyf...funny, we should have brought with us our yearbook to make sure we didn't forget any classmate... as we catch up with their lives(ndi 2 gossip ha, ga wonder lng mi sa ilang lyf!) most chika bout them is that may uyab na cla...i swear halos lahat ng mga cngle dati..taken na ngyn..kaya tawa kmi tawa ksi prang kmi nlng ung cngle prin... tpos galing pa ng timing ksi mdami kami nakita na ka-batchmates...prang reunion na ndi plano! i had fun... i realized that im really not ready for a change... i will be but not now... i have to overcome my insecurities, my fears and all my blah blah shit... oh well goodluck to me!!!

June 16,2005

skul... =c

im not a big fan of school...excited lng ako b4 ksi gs2 ko na magka baon...hahaha...infairness namiss ko din ksi mga classmates ko... pro ngyn wla na tlga ako gana... ang sakit pla ng di pinapansin... ang sakit pla makasakit ng tao... 2day i feel mad, confused, sad...sad...sad... =c 2 more years 2 go...kaya ko kaya...i hope so!

p.s.

ang aarte ng mga 1st years! comment lng! hehehe*-*

life is beautiful

2005-05-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

warning...very long post to catch up for the lost days!!!

new life!

sobrang tagal ko na ndi nagblog...bliv or not busy kau ko last week... bcoz of our thnaksgving mass and our business...ngyn week lng ako nagkaroon ng chance nag bum sa bhay!!!saya!!! anywayz dis are some of the significant events that happened during the past few days!!!

the most amazing/strangest thing happened to us last may 26, 2005. Our baby girl doggy puppy baby poopay gave birth to 6 puppies, sadly 2 of them died (including pUnks-short for pungkol!) but the other 4 puppies were as bouncy as can BEAD! *-* it was strange because it was only this week that we discoverd that poopay was pregnant, in fact we were still planning to take her to the doctor and have her checked coz were not rily sure if she's pregnant or not. The funny part was that, we never had the chance to take her to the vet because she decided to gave birth on her own, she didn't even cried, looks like she was just poopoing! hahaha*-* the amazing part was her motherly gesture, i ges its innate in her to take her puppies out of that silky stuff covered around it and lick it until it is ready to come out. i was so amazed by this incident that i forgot all my worries about my so called love life! hahaha*-* i realized that mothers are really one of a kind, (both animals and people)they simply know what to do on any ocassion and be seemingly good at it, whats with that? i mean, is there a special school for moms where they are taught to love and nurture their children? hehehe*-* well if there is such school, im sure my mother graduated 1st in her class. My mother is simply the best mom in the whole wide world! she is kind, loving, understanding, easy to talk to and most of all, loves me, the simple and sometimes stupid and annoying me! i feel so blessed to have her as my mom!!! luv yah ma!!!*_*

cHanGe...good or bad?

a couple of days ago, me and my sister talked about how we hated change/changes! its such an irony for me since i keep changin my mind! weird huh? welcome to my life! lately, iv been experiencing a lot of changes in my life, im not sure if its good or bad. all i know is that i don't like change, i know, i know, change is the only thing constant in this world so why fight it? well im the kind of person who loves the good old days, contented with the things that made me happy. this things are my comfort zone and im happy with the way things are and i dont want to ruin it or change it. i find it very selfish of me but what can i do? im simply not ready yet. the funny part is that when i realized that i don't like change, the world slapped me with a whole lot of changes. First, my friend got herself a boyfriend...ur probably asking whats the big deal?well i kinda see myself in her, you see, we talk alike, we dressed alike, we act alike, we just dont look alike (lagum lng kau ko! hahaha!) and since we have a lot in common, i taught we had the same idea bout relationships but i was wrong. i have to get used to the idea that she will be tagging along her bf in our gimmicks...hek im not even sold out to the idea of her having a bf! now another coincidence is when we watched the freestyle live at the venue last friday. the point of watching their gig, aside from being a big fan of their music, is to reminisce the good old highschool days. now that is the kind of fun i was looking for, good old days, but it seems like freestyle changed too.Top, the lead male vocals left the band for a good reason (details not be posted here, i don't want to cause any contoversies) and this broke my heart. i felt that a part of me was gone, over reacting? think again, iv been a fan of their music eversince there unknown days. i supported them from b4 i let you go days, to the time they sang once in a lifetime. its so sad that the band supposed to play on my future wedding day (i told you i was a fan!!!) is breaking into pieces. no offense to their new members, i think they were great but it will never be the same again!!! Top's songs were phenomenal and for me, freestyle was known for Top's Suzara's ballads. why can't things be back the way it was??? why can't everything be as it is? i know i have to embrace changes, i have to accept it, learn to adjust to it and be happy with it, but what im a doing? instead of embracing it, im avoiding it, instead of accepting it, im denying it, instead of adjusting it im driving it away and instead of being happy with it, im simply hating it. Arghh!!! why is it such a big deal? because of my actions, im hurting someone really special to me, im driving him away and regreting every single moment of it. i know im still not ready for a change, but i know i will be ready soon, hopefully soon enuf for him to wait for me!

family affair!!!

last week we had our 2nd family affair...tagal na namin ndi nagawa un na magovernyt sa isang resort...d last tym we did that hishskul pa ako...sa pearl farm un... dis tym we went to bluewaters...somewhere in samal...hehehe*-* sobrang enjoy...we went swimming...we went swimming again...hahaha...bsta ang saya tlga!super bonding nmn ni abby(inaanak ko!) as in napagod ako sobra...panu ba nmn gnawa akong yaya at nagpakarga sa akn...ang taba taba nya!!! pro i had fun sobra...i luv that kid, pati ung isa kong inaanak aliw din kargahin...lagi tumatawa eh... i enjoy kids jud...ok lng gwin ako yaya..khit nakakapagod sobrang enjoy nmn! we also went island hopping...ang saya tlga...gs2 ko na tumira sa samal! sorbrang laki na ng improvement ng samal..tgal ko na ksi ndi nka balik dun...all in all..masaya cya ksi ksama ko family ko...im really a family kind of person...id rather bond with my family than go gimiks...cla ksi ung alam ko na ndi mawawala khit anong mangyari!!! hay sa uulitin!!!!

thanksgiving mass!

atlast tapos na aming tnxgivng mass...i think we sang ok...it was good but it could have been better...mdyo relax ksi kmi magpractice eh...pro ang sarap ng feeling na kumanta in front of many people...pra kming choirs of angels!!!kapal!!! hehehe*-* after the mass outing na!!! pumunta kmi ng mergrande ocean resort!!! hehehe*-* sobra dami food, sobrang enjoy ng games and ang pinka enjoy ang waves!!! feeling surfer kmi w/o the surf board! hehe*-* kumanta pa kmi ng gospel songs sa dagat...mga weirdo tlga! hehehe*-* sobrang saya tlga ksama ng mga subdom peeps...wlang arte,pure fun lng! see you in our next outing!!! **cant wait!

new skul year...new dorky me!

1st sem is fast approaching and ndi ako excited...panu ba nmn...may bkal na ang aking mga ngipin...mukha tlga akong dork!!! im sure lolokohin ako n2 ng mga clasmeyts ko...huhuhu=( ayoko na nga gaanong ngumiti ksi hiya na ako...di nrin ako gaanong mka salita ksi masakit, and ang pinka worse...di ako mkakakain...laging soup nlng at 2big... ahhh ang dami kong gs2 kainin...pati nga ata ketchup pinagnasahan ko na! hahaha*-* dbale...isipin ko nlng after dis...sexy na ako! hahaha*-* skul...kapoy mag skul... pro ang saya ksi 18 units lng ako...super hayahay!!! hehehe*-* excitd na ako makita ang mga econ peeps! pro mamimiss ko ang mga 4th year...close ksi ako sa knla...buti pa cla graduate na...im going to miss their very corny jokes...ung pag trato nla na baby sa amn ni mae-an...babye econ4!!!

anywayz...un na ata ung mga highlights last week...kapoy na isip sa iba pa nangyari...hehehe*-* tinatamad din ako mag lagay ng pix kya bhala na kau mag imagine! hehehe*-* babye!!!

AS cute AS can BEAD!

2005-05-23T17:37:00.000+08:00

im so happy!i just made a beaded slippers, this is another addition to our growing company, As cUte aS cAn bEad. we sell handpainted shirts, earings, bracelets, necklaces, belts, beaded slippers and other accessories. La pa kmi store, naghahanap pa kmi ng magandang place and were still starting kaya di pa ganun kadami products nmn... if your intrested, pls don't hesitate to msg me, id be happy to serve you! *-*

here are some of our products!!!

handpainted shirt P199

earings P80

bracelet P180

my very first beaded slippers...oki ba??? P120

for more pictures pls visit our website:
http://ascuteascanbead.multiply.com

p.s.
if you want to see samples in person, pls msg me, i'd be happy to show you a sample!(if your in davao, maybe we can meet somewhere in ateneo college?!)

mistaken identity!

2005-05-22T08:55:00.000+08:00

huhuhu...it turns out...my so called soulmate na classmate ni kakak...was not my soulmate after all...huhuhu*-* sabi ksi ni rina(another subdomer!) ngyn lng daw nya nkita ung guy sa chapel na nga pray kaya imposible daw na maging c chapel boy yun...ahhhh im so confuse...ni ndi ko pa nga nkita ung akala nla na c chapelboi...huhuhu=( so if ever ndi tlga cya c chapelboi ko...nakilig2 ako sa tstpaper nya eh di ko pa pla cya nkita at ndi pla cya c chapel boi ko...arghhh!!! so confuse...hehehe*-* kailan..kailan ko kaya makikilala ang chapel boy ko! harharhar! (kababawan!!!)

Summer LuVin!!!

hay...my favorite season of the year is about to end...well not really i have 3 more weeks to enjoy b4 classes! newayz...brkada gmiks will be lessen coz bumalik na c andy sa mla (im goin to miss him!)...he is mostly d reason why we have gmiks and other laags ksi pag cya nagyaya di kmi mka hindi coz minsan lng cya d2 sa dvo kaya dpat laag tlga...hehehe*-* grbe laag nmin dis summer kht may class ako chox lng...laag pa din!!!

here are some of our gmik/laag pix...*-*

marakesh!

nyc place...prang indie/boho theme!!! asteeg!*_*

liQuid!

gettin ready...sa bhay pa kmi nyan! hehehe*-*

at liQuid...super cool music...prang bora insprd kya feeling nsa beach din kmi! hehe*-* kahiya ksi cge kmi pix sa loob ng liquid tpos klarex msydo mukha nmn ksi may flash eh! taga-buks kau ang dating! Hehe*-*

paradise!

hahaha...can't bliv i wore a bikini...imagine the horror!!! *scary*
***kinawat na pix sa blog ni mae-an ksi ang tgal nya mag upload ng pix sa grps at di na ako mkahintay! peace meh!!!hehehe*-*

we also went to hazel piano bar, bmw piano bar at jack's ridge-our 4ever brkada place! nagbowling din kmi(at nka strike ako! haha sobrang chamba!), and nanood ng can this be love BADUY! hehehe*-* we had fun..kht na wala ng mapuntahan at kht walang pera...bsta magkasama...masaya na! hehehe*-* namiss ko 2loy barkada ko...see you guyz very very soon!!! luv yah!

p.s. did i mention na we've been friends for 7 years! since grade 5 pa...can u imagine? i can!!! and were still counting...were gonna be friends for the next gazillion years!!!hehehe*-*

U mAke mE wAnNa LaLa

2005-05-20T17:06:00.000+08:00

these are some of my favorite things/paces this summer...they make me wanna scream and go lala!!!

baby jiggs...his my favorite stuff toy in the world...luv him luv him luv him!!!

shoes... i luv shoes...im not like imelda though...i dnt have enuf money to be like her anywayz! these are my favorite pairs of shoes/sandals!

sunblock!i luv the smell of sublock! pra akong nsa beach everyday!!!

shades ni bigshow!!! mamimiss ko 2 kaya sana di na nya kunin sa akin!!!

the beach...ohhh i wish i live somewhere near the beach!

my room!!! place to unwind!

pj's! my mom bought me a chinese inspired pj's...so cool... asteeg! hehehe*-*

ohhh...and i love love this blog 2!

SUN...surf...sandy

2005-05-17T16:37:00.000+08:00

i miss the sun...its been raining lately here in davao baybee and frankly i hate the feeling of coldness...weird me! i luv the sun... though it sometimes annoys me...i still luv it. huhuhu=( mag emote ba? ang lamig ksi and nakakatamad magskul...kaya gs2 ko may araw... i know i know...weird me! most people luv this kind of weather...well im not like most people...im really weird and luving it...sana ndi na umulan bukas... kakatamad nanaman pag ganun eh...oh well...dats lyf!

sunday rituals!

i miss our sunday rituals, last sem ksi gumagawa kmi ng project proposal every sunday sa bhay nla tine...funny coz di kmi close nung nging kagrupo kmi...weird pa ksi combination ng polsci and econ(long story kung bkt kmi nging kgrp!) pro i think kmi ung pinka enjoy na grp... sobrang chika ever but mind you we were working are ass of man din! hehehe*-* we were very prolific..tnx to our fave topic!!! (evil laugh! hahaha!) bottom line...our group was the best grp ever!!! hahaha*-*

here are some of our prolific work days! hahaha*-*

dale, mae-an, tine, junardz and me...thesis buddies!

posing lng! hehehe*-*

tama bang mag emote???hehehe*-*

soulmate!!!

2005-05-16T16:55:00.000+08:00

something amazing happened to me today! knina sa polsci class nmn, pina check kmi ni sir ng testpapers nung midterms, it was from a different class, nung napass na sa akin ung papers, tiningnan ko ang mga name and guess wat? nkita ko testpaper ni chapel boi!! oh my, syempre nagulat ako at un agad ang kinuha ko para un ang paper na checkan ko... hahaha...i min wat are the odds to that dba? sa dami dami nmn students sa class, ako pa ung nkakakuha ng paper nya...hay naku chapel boi...kailan kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim...newayz, sobra akong nasiyahan at kumuha ako ng souvenir, hey its not wat you think...picture lng! hahaha*-*

stupid noh? cge nlng gud...kilig lng jud ako! hehehe... ika pa ni mae-an, ay ni justin timberlake pla...are you telling me this is a sign?hahaha...char lng!

new blog layout! yahoo!

2005-05-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

yey, tnx to my kaberks/clasmate/kaketchup buddy(haha!) mae-an may bgo na lay out blog ko at ndi na po cra ang comments, so feel free to post anything in my comments box...as if may bumabasa n2...pro just in case...post nlng kau! 1:15 na, may clas pa ako tomorrow pro di pa ako n22log...na excite ako sa blog ko eh! hehehe*-* tnx ulit mae-an...kung gs2 nyo blog ko... msg nyo lng daw cya...saka na pag usapan ang bayad! hehehe*-*

house bill 3773

i just finished my paper in theo bout house bill 3773, most people are against it and i find there reasons very shallow though, they neglect to see its purpose and judge its leaks instead, wats wrong with family planning, sex education and encouraging 2 child policy? some even say that house bill 3773 is a legalization of abortion, hell no! its against abortion... i don't want to blabber more about it, i just want to say that, lets not judge a book(an issue) without reading its content first! (char lng! sandy ikaw ba yan??? hehehe*-*)

rejected psalmist-not anymore!!!

2005-05-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

atlast, natuloy na tlga ang respo ko... sobrang sarap ng feeling kumanta sa altar, with all the lights...feeling ko angel ako..kapal! sayang lng ksi late mom and sis ko, di nla naubutan at ndi na video...tsk tsk...but its ok...everyone said it was good...confident daw ako at lagi pa nka smile...it felt good tlga...it made my day/noon/nyt! hahaha*-* my fellow subdomers were very supportive din kaya di ako gaanong natakot...thank you Lord at di ako nayabag(kung nayabag man, ndi msydo obvyus! hahaha*-*) thank you din pa, lam ko nandun ka! hay nlng...sarap tlga ng feeling! hehehe*-* praise d Lord!!!

eat ur heart out!

2005-05-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

last week i rcivd a heart shaped sandwich...touch ako grbe... pro bkt heart shaped sandwich??? ganito ang story...nung nasa manila pa ako(vacation!) i started reading good housekeeping magazines (la choice eh...la magawa!)tpos may nabasa ako na article bout kid's baon...to make their baon unique daw, make a heart shaped sandwich pra special ang datng...after nun..gs2 ko na gumawa ng heart shaped sandwich pra sa aking future children!!! hehehe*_* den i'l be a full time housewife/mommy/baker! hahaha...dream lng po!!!

anywayz...i ate someone's heart hehehe*-*...thanx tlga ha!!!

strike anywhere!

i realized sumthing...actually mtagal na akong cnasabihan n2 ng mga classmates ko...n22log daw ako kht saan...in short strike anywhere...di pa ako gaanong naniwala...pro nung dalawa na pix ko na nahuli akong 2log...mdyo napa isip na ako na strike anywhre nga ata ako! hahaha*-*

sa f213...while watching kulintangan

theo class...reporting blues!

my baby!

this is my baby boy jiggs! aint he adorable!!! luv this bear sobra...
di na ako maka2log pag wla 2...ummm on 2nd thought maka 2log parin pla! hehehe*-*

btw, this is the bear iv been raving about from my previous post!

chapel boy!

turns out my soulmate, a.k.a. chapel boy is super duper wooper smart... lagi lng daw n22log sa accounting class nla tpos 100 prin ang score...syet nmn!!! kailan...kailan kaya mapapansin ang aking lihim...hahaha*-* char lng!!!

the man of my life

2005-05-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

2day is d 2nd death anniversary of my papa, 2day is d day i get to reminisce the most horrifying day of my life. i don't even want to share what happen, i don't want to linger on what happen, i myt break down and cry. i just want to be happy for my papa, i know his in a better place! its just sad, because now is the time that i need him most. i need his advice, i need his hug, i need him to remind me that everything is going to work out fine. atleast a sign to make things clear? i dont know, lately im not sure about everything...hay... bahala na! i know nmn his always there to guide and protect us, iv got nothin to fear...ayt pa? luv you pa, thank you for the 16 wonderful years and see you when i see you in paradise!
p.s. say hi to papa god for me!!!*_*

psalm 66

2005-05-01T16:45:00.000+08:00

april 30,2005: my schedule date for responsorial psalm

i was nervous as shit... whole week, i practiced, i drank hot water(para di mapaos!), i told my mom and sis to skip there plans on sat, i even told my friends about it. i was so excited, it was like my grand debut(of my singing career!hahaha) i was like a teenager inlove for the 1st time, butterflies all over her stomach, sweat all over her face...stuff like that. i think im quite prepared to face the crowd and sing my heart out, and so when the day finally came i was excited and ready eventhough i was still nervous. nung turn ko na, i stand up, ever so nervous and excited nang biglang binasa na ng first reader ung respo na dapat kakantahin ko... i was shock, as in like this oh 0_0! tpos umupo nlng ako ksi nahiya na ako at umiyak nlng during d mass, i know super babaw at super parang bata ako...pro it was my first time to sing a responsorial mass, i was so excted tpos ganun lng... na bad trip tlga ako dun sa reader... tpos after mass, nagsorry cya, and her excuse was that, she wasnt inform by anyone that i was going to sing the respo... nabigla ako...ksi nung nagbihis ako ng damit pangmass(ung prang toga!) nandun cya sa loob ng ofis, tpos narinig pa nya na kumakanta ako and tinanong pa ako ni kuya vernel kung ako ba ung mag respo... feeling ko ang tanga nmn nya kung di nya yun napansin...napahiya tlga ako sa incident na un...newayz kht mainis pa ako sa kanya, la na ako magagawa...alam ko nmn na may purpose c God kung bkt di un n2loy...i should be prepare myself for a much beautiful song! goodluck nlng sa akin nxt wik!!! aja aja fighting!!!*-*

2005-04-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

Falling
by:janno gibbs

our little conversations
are turning into little sweet sensations
and they're only getting sweeter everytime

our friendly get togethers
are turning into visions of forever
if i just believe this foolish heart of mine

i can't pretend
that i'm just a friend
'cause i'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be

chorus:
i think i'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
and i don't, i don't know what to do
i'm afraid you'd turn away
but i'll say it anyway

coda:
i think i'm fallin... for you
i'm fallin' for you...

whenever we're together
wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
'cause with you is where i've always wanna be
whenever i'm beside you
all i really wanna do is hold you
no one else but you has meant this much to me

i can't pretend
that i'm just a friend(i'm just a friend...)
'cause i'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be

repeat chorus 2x

**********
love the song, lalo na ang lyrics, prang ang sarap ng feeling mainlove!!! hehehe*-* karelate gud ko gamay sa song....slyt lng ha!!! (ganahan sad ka!!!) hehehe*-*

2005-04-26T18:14:00.000+08:00

same ground
by: kitchie nadal

My love
It's been a long time since i cried
And left you out of the blue
It's hard
Leaving you the way
When i never really wanted to

Self denial
Is a game so strange i never really should've wanted
Til there was you
Cause i have learned that love was beyond
What human can imagine
More it clears
The more i gotta let you go

'cause what i don't understand
Is why i'm feeling so bad now
When i know it was my idea
I could've just denied the truth and lied
Now why am i the only one standing stranded
On the same ground

My love
It's been a long time since i cried
And left you out of the blue
It's hard
Leaving you the way
When i never really wanted to

Self denial
Is a game so strange i never really should've wanted
Til there was you
Cause i have learned that love
Is a word just thrown
A litlle bit too much of this
Excuse to fill this infinite of desire
And never ever have to fade

Cause what i don't understand
Is why i'm feeling so bad now
When i know it was my idea
I could've just denied the truth and lied
Now why am i the only one standing stranded
On the same ground

If all else fail
Would you be there to love me?
When all else fails
Would you be brave to see right through me?

**********
i feel so bad though i know it was my idea...
hmmmmm.... *-*

bord

2005-04-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

pix tau!

im bored, and a little depressed bout my blog, ayaw ksi lumabas ng comments kaya i decided to post some pix...i luv pix ksi in my blog!!!

here are some of our manila adventures caught on cam!!!

crazy wig at danie's debut!!!

celebrity encounter! reema tiangco aka marc abaya's hubby!

burger king rockers!!!

love those shades! hate their price!

at teriyaki boy!!!

mukha asim!

at ek

wish ko lng!

yey pauwi ng davao baybee!

long overdue pix, pro choks nrin dba?hehehe*-*

hot

2005-04-24T12:59:00.000+08:00

sUmmer Fever!
ang init 2day, summer is really in the air(as if nmn ndi mainit pag ndi summer!hehehe*-*) and ang nakakainis nand2 ako sa davao at wla sa bora or palawan or kht paradise lng man...i really love the beach, the sand, the smell of suntan lotion, the fruit shakes...oooohhhhh i luv everything about summer! how i wish i could live in a summer land kinda place...meron ba nun? when im rich, im going to buy a lot in bora or palawan or hawaii(sobra na pangarap n2) and live there for the rest of my freaking lyf!!!**wishful thinking**

destiny

lately iv been thinking, if things are meant to happen, it will happen ryt? and things happen for a reason and everything that is happening around us is already planned and we just have to live it to follow our destiny, but why do people say that we make our own destiny? im quite confuse here, is destiny really based on our actions or it is already planned by the big man above? i have faith in destiny, i believe that the ryt guy will come at the ryt time and all i have to do is wait, but a wise man once told me that love is to precious to be subjected to chance,(not sure if this was his exact words..kalimot nmn gud ko but u get the idea!)and though he has a point, i still believe in faith, i still want a fairytale luvstory, im still waiting instead of makin my move...hmmmm... **goodluck 2 me!

**still confuse**

new blog

2005-04-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

yey new blog!

2day is the launching of my new and improved blog!!! im so happy! finally, dli na jud ko maibog sa akong mga IT friends! hehehe*-* though there is room for improvement, im still very very very happy! ilang gabi na ako excited about this blog eh! lagot lng ksi narealize ko na ndi prin nka link ung comments ko! kakapikon...cge lng, kaya ko 2!!! aja aja fighting sandy!!! hehehe*-* la na energy, i nid 2 sleep! bukas ulit!!! lagot ka sa akin comments!!! hehehe*-* nyt peeps!!!

horoscope!

2005-04-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

Your horoscope for
Friday, April 22, 2005

You'll be enthusiastic about everything today, thanks to the alignment of Jupiter and the moon. You could combine an academic obligation with an opportunity to meet people who think the way you do. Tonight, you'll fall for a creative guy who finds you inspiring.

**from seventeen.com

intresting horoscope! hehehe*-*

exam day!

i had 2 exams earlier 2day, theo 103 and ps211...hak, i fell asleep during my exam in theo, my testpaper was literally dirty, i kept doodling stuff while im asleep, i can't even make a proper flowering to my essay...oh well gudluck 2 me! my polsci exam was a little relief, though i had a lot of pataka, malaki ang chances na maka chamba ako!!! hehehe*-* ang init knina sobra!!!la lng gs2 ko lng ishare...hehehe*-* super bochi na ako, i was planning to save and make tons of money pa nmn dis summer...pano kaya??? newayz 2day i made a friendship contract wid opet...weird noh? the do's and don'ts of our friendship...nasa knya pa ung copy eh kaya di ko mapost, sobrang legal un, may signiture pa ng both parties and 2 witnesses, kaya pwde cya makulong pag di nya sinunod!!!hahaha...weird tlga ako!!! dbale im happy nmn, im weird and unique, hahaha*-* strugling lng ghpon ko aning blog na ni ba, may gs2 na ako na lay out pro di ko magaya...bsta isa 2 sa goal ko this summer! gudluck nlng sa akin...aja aja fighting!!! hahaha **been watchin 2 much full house! hehehe*-*

Am cuRsed!

2005-04-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

just finished watching american idol, and i can't bliv the results! anwar, technically the best singer in the contest bid his farewell. i can't bliv it, it is now official, i am cursed, lahat ata ng boto ko natatangal, 1st c lindsay, cya ang unang natanggal, sunod c nadya, i was confident with anwar coz i bliv he has the talent and the oh so sweet personality, i think i even developed a crush on him...ohhhh! but sadly, tsugi na cya sa ai3 coz his one of my faves... hmmp...kakainis!!!

note to SELF: start hating ur favorite contestants, its the only way to save them!!!

miss you!

2005-04-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

im going to miss your smile
im going to miss your touch

its hard to let go of someone
who is still holding on
its hard to move on
when his sill hoping
its hard to forget
someone who remembers
its hard to live
when you know his hurting
its hard to walk away
when someone is still waiting

i could just let go and leave
and pretend your not there
but i cant go on knowing you still care
i cant let go if you wont let go
i cant be free if your still holding on

how can you be happy if you will just keep on waiting?
how can i be happy if your not going to be happy?

chapel boi!!!

2005-04-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

hahahaha! kilala ko na soulmate ko!!! hahahaha*_* alam ko na ang name ng chapel boy ko, atlast!!! clasmate pla cya ng prez nmn sa subdom!!! ang saya...ang full name nya ay...hmmmm, ayoko sbhin baka malaman nya, mhirap na!!! hehehehe*-* di pa bya nya alam na soulmate kmi...ang alam ko lng his smart daw and super prayerful cya!!! saya!!! hehehe*-* hay practice everyday kmi n2... getting ready for the thanksgiving mass, pro im kinda excited, nag enjoy ako ngyn eh!!! hehehe*-* yun lng....masaya lng ako as olweyz kht na sumthings bothering my mind...hmmmmm...hehehe*-* ang gulo ko!

sahara!

2005-04-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

ganda ni penelope cruz...la lng...bgo ko lng narealize na ang ganda pla nya lalo na sa movie na sahara, sobra pang sexy...btw the movie was great, cool and exciting, gs2 ko na 2loy pumunta sa nigeria or anywhere in africa... hmmm...someday after kung pumunta sa boracay, palawan, hawaii and japan...i sure love to travel but i get homesick easy...weird, bsta ksma ko family ko magtravel ok lng kht gaano katagal! last april 16, we had a little luau in our hauz, its the bday/graduation/bday celeb of my sis and mom...it was fun...loads of tattoos (fake ones, the one u put water and tada instant tattoo!) and loads of hawaiian clothes...hehehe*-* it was fun pro napagod din ako kaya di na ako gumimik after....pro cool bai, sobrang cool!

look at my tattoo, one in the back and one in my face na mukha daw pasa!!! grrr!!!

walang pasok!!!
strike ngyn, wlang pasok! thank God! atleast rest day...arghhh gs2 ko na mag graduate, bkt ksi ako ng summer! pro atleast lyt load nlng nxt sem! weehee! btw i nid money! la lng gs2 ko ksi mag negosyo kya dapat magsave na jud ko!!!

P.S. kung may bumabasa ng blog ko at marunong mag edit ng blog...parang awa nyo na 2lungan nyo akong mag edit ng blog ko...SALAMAT!!! (hmmmp as if nmn may babasa n2)

48 years!!!

2005-04-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

hay 48 years na jud ko wla ka blog...hehehe*-* been busy...hehehe...lalo na ngyn summer class na! hmmm wats new??? nothing much...been 2 mla last week... malling ever...no sight seing though...weird! stars? nkita ko c marc abaya, reema tiangco and rainer castillo...im not a fan of those three pro aliw na aliw ako nung nkita ko cla...lalo na c rainer ksi kht in person nka ngiti...kala ko sa tv lng un...amazing! hehehe*-* hmmm... di ko na nkikita c chapel boi ko... di ata cya ngsummer or di lng ako nagmass lately..hmmm...bad! kainis n2ng smart...tpos na ang 258 promo...just when i needed it most!!! grrrrrr!!!!! anu pa ba.... nkalimutan ko kung may sasabhin pa ba ako....loading. . . cge uy yun lng...babye!

wazup ketchup?!

2005-01-29T10:28:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i posted here...been busy?! not really i don't have anything to post...i think...hehehe*-* well im excited today because were going to see christian bautista tonight in concert thanx to my friend mae2...i hope she will have the guts to invite him na!(im not refering to christian bautista ha!) hehehe*-* newayz...ano bang bago...i luv the song suntok sa buwan its really nice...sarap kantahin... sana ibalik na ni brian ang cd ko! addict nrin sa freeze na drink and been watching stairway 2 heaven like crazy(huge crush on cholo!!) hmmm...atlast i saw my chapel boy yesterday! kilig ako 2 da max...seriously i feel that God is behind this...char!!! i just hope we see each other again and hopefully we'll be friends so that we get married and live happily ever after...hahaha*-* well i forgot the rest of the story! hehehe*-*

high on caffiene!

2005-01-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

iv got 2 assignments due tom...or should i say later...but instead of making it...im blogging(is there a term blogging or did i just made that up?!) i can't believe this...its 12:47 am and im not even half of my said task! arghhhh! my head is aching...maybe bcoz i need some sleep(yeah ryt i spent my saturday nyt zZzZzz!) and how the hell im i getting some sleep if i keep on blogging(hahaha using the so called term again!) and friendstering( hahaha...another pauso term!) hay bahala na c batman (i-asa ba sa kanya?!) bsta im not sleeping until im not done with this...i hope i can make it... im not so sleepy anymore (tnx to nescafe mocha something coffee!) so i think i can do it! as vivian (from lover's in paris) would say it AJA SAndy (im not syur about the spelling!hehehe*_*)

*wishin myself luck!

baby jiGgs!

2005-01-08T13:08:00.000+08:00

ei...a lot of things happen this week... i wanna post some pictures from my fone but sadly my ir device is still on the store...im just gonna share what happended this past few days and post the pix later(as if may bumabasa tlga nitong blogsite n2!) just let you imaginations work! hehehe*-* last wednesday my beefee ayi gave me my xmas gift...it was a teddy bear named "jiGGs" ( i named him jiggs short for diego sandy*** hehehe) he is so cute...very cool bear(he likes to skim!hehehe) we dressed him up and bought baby clothes for him...and don't forget his bling2! hehehe*-* wen i get my ir device im gonna post his cute pix! hehehe*-* hmmm...di ko msydo feel magpost ngyn...la pix eh...hehehe...il post a longer blog next time complete with pictures for all my imaginary cyberfriends to see! hehehe*-*

uyyy kilig!

2005-01-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

im so happy....kilig ako...kita ko cya 2day and his big smile...hehehe*-* my smile is like this oh *________________* hehehe...pro weird...my day started out really bad then i cried this afternoon ksi tgal dumating ng mom ko...i waited for 45 min cguro...people thought i was such a looser...i think hehehe*-* pro seriously i cry over the simpliest things....ang babaw ko na sobra...nakakainis na! masydo na akong pikon grrrr! but on the brighter side i think im doing my new year's reso ryt! im starting to behave...its easier than i thought it would be...i ges its bcoz im kinda absent minded this past few days...or should i say..."HANG" hehehe...nahahawa na ako sa friend kong c mae2...hehehe *-* identity crisis nanaman ba 2? hay..bhala na! well i got bad grades this prelim... enough to pass but definitely not good enough! sana nmn better na this midterm...give me patience this midterm and finals!!!!

stArstRuCk....faNatiC

2005-01-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

i can't believe it... i think i just won a meet-ur-idol-prize!!! hehehe*-* bianca gonzalez replied to my comment...she is so down to earth, no wonder she has many fans...she truly replies to her fans! i really get starstruck easily...i remember this one incident when my friend ayi and i went to the mall and saw dominic ochoa at the smart wireless...gustong gusto ko magpapix kaya bumili ako ng sim pra mkapasok kmi(di nmn ako super duper fan ni dominic, but hey i'd love a picture!hehehe*-*) when we met him, he asked us who do we like better, bea alonzo or sandara parks...i chose sandara while my friends ayi chose bea...then we asked him why...tpos sbi ni dominic "naghahanap ksi ako ng bagong ka-luvteam" hehehe*-* we all laughed then we replied na "kami available" hehehe*-* that experience was so fun!

me, papa dom and ayi...nanggigil yata c dominic sa amn eh!

here are some of my starstruck moments! hehehe*-*

with nina...they had a concert in the venue(with king)

mae2, christian bautista and me in sm davao

sandy and the king...hehehe*-* thats me with king(akin ung forehead... sa stage yan!)

picture time!

2005-01-01T14:20:00.000+08:00

im not sure how to put pictures here so im just gonna go and try it...

newayz kung lumabas ung pix...dats me making pacute! shululut pix tawag ko nyan! hehehe*-*
wow i really love green... di msydong obvyus noh? hehehe*-*

yehey...marunong na ako lagay pix!

i would like to greet everyone a belated merry xmas! lets make everyday merry like christmas! and a happy new year!!!

on the first picture...thats me wid my inaanak abby! the middle picture is wid my ate... i think this is the only picture that we looked liked sisters...hehehe*-* and the last picture is with my beefee ayi...she's my bestfriend and also my self proclaim cousin!hehehe*-* luv yah girl!

LoVeRs in PAriS!!!

hahay...im so inlove with martin ryt now! he is so cute and last wednesday i saw a guy that looks like him but a little chubby...hehehe*-* he was waiting by the window of mcdonalds( waiting for his turn to order)... we also waited in line pro nasa car kmi naghintay(drive thru eh!hehehe*-*) tpos my sister said that he looks like martin pro mdyo mataba...tumawa ako ksi yun din ang naasip ko and yun din pla naisip ng cuz ko! all of them are making kanchaw na to me...coz they know im crazy bout martin...so ako pakipot...di ako lumabas ng car... when i finally had the guts to go out the car and lumapit na ako sa window...umalis na cya ksi nakuha na nila ang order nila...kainis!o well better luck next time...hehehe*-*

qt pix ng boo ko!

jerry yan!!! kahit na sobrang hit na hit ang lovers in paris at super duper pogi ni martin...hunk of the year is still my one and only boo...JERRY YAN! look bagay kmi sa pix noh?!hehehe*-*

happy new year!

2004-12-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

make this year your year! i luv that phrase...i decided that 2005 will be my year as well as 2006, 2007,2008 and so on....and my new years reso for this year is 2 behave a little! i hope i can do it! and im gonna try 2 be more mature... wish me luck on my goal!

no comment! hehehe-

2004-12-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

hahaha...ngyn ko lng nalaman na pwde pala mag comment d2 sa blog...ako na tlga ang dakilang ignorante! oh well...i just posted a long comment on bianca gonzales' page (im now her no.1 fan...hehehe*-*) feeling close lng nmn ako... i really admire her, not only is she beautiful but she's also smart and has a great personality. (wow prang friends kmi noh?!wish ko lng hehehe*-*) well i hope she relpies to my comment pra feeling nanalo ng lotto ako! hehehe*-*

Blog!

when am i getting this blog of mine fixed...hehehe...wla lng mn decoration or pictures lng man....hahaha...malapit na ang classes and still hang pa din ako! hehehe*-* ohh well i just hope in the next few days, weeks, months and even years magets ko na din 2ng blog2 thingy! hehehe*-*

Babye Danie!

my cousin left davao today...we had fun while she's here...we did the dance craze and song interpretation of "were gonna go clubbin"(song made and sung by" ME! hehehe*-*) sa liquid and kung ano ano pang kagagahan! finally my room is baggage free!hehehe*-* well atleast my xmas vaction was fun...madming happy moments... yickes malapit na ang class...so not ready...history of economic thought di pa ako handang harapin ka! hehehehe*-* well atleast mkita ko na ang mga crush ko na tlagang namiss ko...char! dpat narin sanaying ang sariling ma2log ng umaga este maaga!

ey..iv got a new blog!

2004-12-28T15:10:00.000+08:00

yey...im not really sure what's this blog thingy....this is my first encounter and im learning my way thru it.... im kinda lost but still im trying to understand it...hehehe*-* im came across this blog thingy thru bianca gonzales (she is really pretty and im her newly found fan!)...i was searching the net for her website and some pictures maybe and came across her blog. na inggit ako kaya gumawa din ako! hehehe*-*im not really the computer kind of person and the irony of it all is that my old course is computer related...hehehe*-* good thing im now a proud economics student!!!! well xmas break is about to end and im not really ready to go back to school...i wanna stay home and continue being a bum! hehehe*-* on the other hand im also tired of being the maid of the family...i hope our agency can find a maid fast!!! ryt now were just bumming around the house...me, ateng( my sister), ayi (my beefee), and danie ( my cuz from manila) watching tv and just eating anything we can get our hands on! well wala na ako masabi tama na yun...sa sunod nlng ulit...yey ulit iv got a new blog! hehehe*-*